Monday, June 23, 2008

You hate me? I wont hate, wont love either..



Salam Alaikum everyone.


May you all be in the best state of health and faith.


Well, how many of us watch movies? Any type is accepted. 70%? 80 or may be 90%. And some of us are literal movie addicts. One example is writing this article.


Recently I got to know about a real fine actor, Edward Norton. A fun-to-watch guy. His acting is really nice, I mean I was really surprised why didnt I got to know about him before? Anyways, back to topic.


I was watching the movie, keeping the faith. Loved it. Though I had nothing to do with the movie, as it was for catholic christians and jews, still the acting, cast, cinematography, everything was nice. And there starred the guy Edward Norton. Forget everything, his versatile way of acting was truly stunning. When I used to be 13, 14, I was always watching the movies of guys who were cute. Come on, every person goes through this stage, I am no exception.


Well this time I watched the movie for the sake of acting. I searched for more movies of Ed Norton and found one cute, light movie 'The Painted Veil'.


The movie's story was wonderful. A cute couple, married for no reason. The thing I loved was,"You hate me? I dont hate but wont love either'" theory. The main actress, Naomi Watts (who also happens to be the producer wtih Ed Norton for the movie), was playing Kattie. A selfish, spolied, fun-loving english girl. Mr. Walter Fane, Kattie's husband was played by Edward Norton. A serious, quite but somehow loving english man. Who fell in love with Kattie even though they were no match.


The start went good between them. But as time passed, their relationship got lost somewhere. As Walter wasnt what she expected, she falls in love with some other guy. A really wierd (FOR ME weird cos I hated that character) guy who pretends to fall in love with everyone. Named Charles townsend. Hated him from all my heart.


But Walter wasnt as much of a fool as Kattie expected him to be. He knew everything. One condition he kept for Kattie that whether he will divorce her or take her with him to a Cholera epidemic effected area of Interior China.


She asked him not to make it a scandal. But Walter was a man of his rules. All he wanted to do was punish her for what she did to him and punish himself for deciding to marry her. That was really sad for both of them.


Kattie asks Charlie that Walter will let her divorce him quietly if Charlie agrees to marry her and let his wife divorce him. But Charlie turned out to be a true coward. He said,"We have to keep my wife out of it as much as possible."

And there goes the climax. Kattie has no option other than going with her husband, who happens to be a doctor and a bacteriologist. And took charge of the hospital serving cholera patients.

Now watch the movie yourself. Cos I dont want to spoil the fun. As for why I am writing the article. The reason is the main concept. When Kattie started to hate Walter, I liked his way that he never hated her. Nor did he divorce her. No matter what, he was her husband. Though what he did, taking to a disease effected area wasnt much of a sincere thing but he remained to be a true person. How he saves her life from the nationalist people was superbly amazing. At the end of the day she was Mrs. Walter fane. And you like it or not, they were married. A couple. I wonder how awesome it would be if all people become loyal like this.


Forget about couples. I am just 17, have no reason to think about marriage. Nothing personal actually, I would hate to get married. Forget it..!!


In friendship, how much loyalty is required. People, their hatred, love, money, ranks, everything means nothing infront of a friend or I should say a loyal friend. I remember one of my friends. She was one awesome person. Or a friend people dream for. I had that dream. But after all her promises, sincerity and other stuff turned out to be a lie, I was devastated. Wonder why people do this? You dont have to be a president to become a friend.


It was heartbreaking. Still I am trying to get over it and thinking, WHY? I mean whats people's problem? If you cant be a human, dont pretend to be one. If you are no sincere person than back off and stop making friends. Be with your loved ones who really love you and stop messing with other people's life.


Loyalty means being with your friend and being with him even if he isnt with you. Being a friend means being sincere. Its like to be a Muslim, you HAVE TO believe in ALLAH and the Last Prophet peace be upon him. And thats your responsiblity. So be a good person, be loyal or dont mess with others. Not all people hate others, but some. Not all people are loving but some are. Be careful.



Stay blessed.
Fi aman ALLAH

Thursday, June 19, 2008

3....2...1....Pens Down!!!

Salam Alaikum everyone.
may you all be in the best state of health and faith.
Recently during my exams I had a strange experience. We had one funny. confusing and a scary examiner who used to come in the middle of the paper and at the end to tell us that whatever we have written is enough and time is over.

One thing I hated about him was his countdown. Our papers being lengthy, we never had enough time. Specially in my paper of Education, Ohh, I was sure I wont complete it in time. I knew that my long questions wont be done in time so why not do them first. Still, when I started the short ones, they were far harder and longer than the long ones..!! What was the professor, who made our paper, thinking? We are robots or something??

Anyhow, our examiner entered our exam room....What was going through his mind? I have no idea. His face looked as if he will snatch our papers. He started the countdown from 1 minute. And when it came to some seconds, he scared the hell out of me. 5....4...3....2.....1.....PENS DOWN. And asked our lady examiner to collect the answer sheets.
She started collecting them. While I handed over my sheet, my hands were shaking and I was too much scared. Why? Cos I missed two questions, not enough time.

Now I was wondering, there will be a time when ALLAH will order us to stop writing, put our pens down. How many of us will regret things in life? How many of us will be shaking cos most of us have missed million question unanswered. Million duties undone. How badly we will think,"If only I get another chance."
Trust me, there is no other chance after this one. You can repeat your exams, your semesters and you can do anything with your academic life. But this chance we are given to worship ONE GOD, ALLAH S.W.T, To serve humanity, this chance wont be given again.You regret 16, 20, 30 or no matter how many years of your life, this is the first and the last chance ever.
Being Muslims, its our first and foremost responsibility to prove ourselves as Muslims. We have a work given which needs to be done. So be a Muslim and show that u r one.

Hope, insha ALLAH, when ALLAH orders our heart to stop beating and our brain to stop working, we have done enough good so we dont have to say,"I wish I can live once again so I prove myself right."
May ALLAH bless us all.

Fi aman ALLAH

Monday, June 16, 2008

I was given a Life, I wasted it (Poem)

I was given a choice, I lost it..
I was given opportunity, i missed it
I was given a chance, I didn’t take it...
I was given risk, i feared it..
I was given faith, i weakened it..
I was given belief, I couldn’t find it..
I was given a source (Holy Qur'an), i neglected it..
I was given help, I was too arrogant to take it
I was given a family; i disrespected it
I was given loving group of people. I dishonored it
I was given money, i misused it..
I was given happiness, i was unthankful for it..
I was given sadness, still i didn’t remembered HIM
I was given a life, I WASTED IT!!
Now I believe I have chance to built..
To prove, I was given a life and I LIVED IT


Description: This is the poem that represents most of us. Who live for nothing, with no dreams. We need a wake up call or else we will die for nothing, with no beliefs.

Why a blog? If yes, why this way?

Salam Alaikum everyone.
May you all be in the best state of health and faith.

Well, I am a Muslim girl living my life with lots and lots of dreams. No idea if they will ever fulfill or not but I'll try.
Many of the people who will visit this blog definately would know that I already have another blog. So why anoother one?

Hmm, the reason for that is real simple. My first blog is of a specific genre, Teen Muslims and some things related to that. In which I am duty bound to post things of that very subject. http://www.teen-muslims.discussionsblog.com/ This is my first blog address if U want to visit :D

Being a story writer, I cannot share all my work with that blog. So thats what made me think of another one.
In this blog, I will share my experiences, lifestyle, bad times, pictures and so much. So keep tuned.
It might be JUST ANOTHER BLOG for you but for me, its the way to explain who I am.
Thanks for all my readers of previous blog. I hope insha ALLAH I get a positive feedback for this one too.
May ALLAH bless you all.

Stay blessed and take care.
Fi aman ALLAH